Black, Sexy, Geeky and Mental

A weekly podcast delving into the mind of a Black, former Burlesque performer, sci-fi fan with bipolar disorder.

The Podcasts

The last episode ever.

Direct download: bsgm_the_end_-_real.mp3
Category:Personal Journal -- posted at: 7:53pm EDT

My 38th birthday is coming up and I need money so please step up. Black Chick Watching is not as fun to do anymore. I might could be on TV, no big deal.

Direct download: bsgm_219._Not_About_Numbers_But_Connections.mp3
Category:Personal Journal -- posted at: 10:06am EDT

I want to do my online live birthday fundraiser on July 29th. Not sure where. 

Direct download: bsgm_bonus_7_2018.mp3
Category:Personal Journal -- posted at: 11:52am EDT

I can't keep being up and arms about everything that is offensive. I am not down with these academics that think they are revolutionaries.

Direct download: bsgm_218._Wrong_and_Happy.mp3
Category:Personal Journal -- posted at: 5:30pm EDT

I am not doing awesome but hanging in there. I have respectable gentleman donors that don't send dick pics with donations.
I get some blows to my ego with dating. Still no luck with jobs. I do some guilt-free distancing from my extended family.



Direct download: bsgm_217.__Embers_of_the_Phoenix.mp3
Category:Personal Journal -- posted at: 8:49am EDT

I hit hard times and cry when asking for money for the show. I have no friends to call just for fun or anything else and no one calls me so I am lonely. Dog owners suck. Sometimes you think you are helping me but you are not. If you want to help there are very specific things you can do. The host of the long-running British radio show "Just a Minute" took a day off and the nation and I freaked out and I have no one to share that with. I am hunting for a part-time job.

Direct download: bsgm_216._Chocolate_Pants_Around_Dogs.mp3
Category:Personal Journal -- posted at: 7:12am EDT

I'm here, I'm horny, deal with it. I sent a listener a sexy surprise. I am moving on and letting go of dreams of the past. I retell my Burlesque origin story.
Please send in ideas for me to do in on shows on the Black Chick Watching Podcast Network but absolutely no guest recommendations.

I really relied on my female connections this week. I am putting my business on hold for the summer and getting a traditional job and I got rid of my business coach. This summer I will have romance and/or a fling.

Lost Girl (TV show)


Direct download: bsgm_215._Dream_Vacuum.mp3
Category:Personal Journal -- posted at: 8:11am EDT

Direct download: bsgm_214._Permission_to_Just_Show_Up.mp3
Category:Personal Journal -- posted at: 10:34am EDT

Direct download: bsgm_213._No_Heels_for_Now.mp3
Category:Personal Journal -- posted at: 6:39am EDT

I am adding a new type of offering to my biz that will get my name out there and keep me in practice more. I purposely add branching out from marginalized groups to broaden my horizons. I can't help a depressed listener but I am pulling for you. I am going to the next level in my life so I hand with next level people.

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Burlesque, dance, performance, black, bipolar, Mental, sci-fi, geek, geeky, self esteem, race, depression, manic, anxiety, behavioral, mood, mind,theatre, theater, mania, African American




Direct download: bsgm_212._My_Kind_of_Party.mp3
Category:Personal Journal -- posted at: 3:46pm EDT